Im just...

... Disappointed.

Very very disappointed.

I've made a huge mistake.

I left the very thing that could have been the very thing I needed.

I'm sorry to myself.

I didn't let things play out.

I interfered.

I messed up.

I suck at this.

This is what happens when you use your trust as judgment.

I'm wrong, he's right. again.

Good Game la.

Fucked up.

Damn fucked up.

Hopefully soccer will turn things around.

It has to.

It just has to.